FOREVER . .

hye!


28 Julai 2012 .




" DAN APABILA TERTUTUPNYA MATA IBU KAMU, MAKA HILANGLAH SATU KEBERKATAN DI SISI ALLAH..IAITU DOA SEORANG IBU " . . .
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*one of the reason why i always feel sad..coz i already lost a blessed from Him..forever  :(








:: myturnhadcome.

WEEK 1 in MALACCA !

hye!


28 Julai 2012 .


SEMINGGU .
yup,da seminggu ak posting kat Melaka .
Alhamdulillah,everything went well all this while .


HOD kitorang budak UKM .
lelaki dan berumur dlm 25 asenya .
and he is good in sports injury .
ney yg buat ak berminat n teruja utk belajar dgn dy .
yeahhhh !


nothing much to story about Malacca for this week .
placement ak utk mgu pertama ney kat wad .
cover utk wad medical lelaki,wad ortho .
follow en Luqman yg bru 3 bulan bekerja kat Hospital Melaka uh .
best ikut dy   :D


utk mgu pertama ney ,
ase cm kekok sket nk treat pt .
ye la..almost 4 months xsentuh pt .
but im so excited to learn more here .


rindu gle penang!
rindu nak naek wad ngn en Azmi especially .
wlupon kdg2 sakit aty ngn dy,tp fisio kat sney pon ckp he's good .
yes,i dun deny that .


insyaAllah ,
ak akan try utk update setiap mgu kat blog ney mcm ak wat tyme posting penang dlu .
hee  :D



:: dear tichan ,
   HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
   i miss you a lot..and i'll keep reading ur blog to update anything about you .
   may Allah bless you  :)





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RAMADHAN AND MALACCA :)

hye!

22 Julai 2012 .


im currently in Melaka when writing dis post .
huhu .
rite now ,
i miss KL already!
cik Tichan, spe nk jaga KL klu ak xde?
sobsss .
=.=''


post ney ,
post yg pertama dlm bulan Ramadhan .
post yg pertama jugalah sepanjang ak kat Melaka ney .
hmm .


8weeks!
im now start counting weeks and days to finish all dis .
everything gonna end well .
dats my promise .
i need your prayers .
i need strength to end all this .


Melaka is awesome .
but not as awesome as teluk intan .
my 1st impression towards teluk intan was superb .
as for Melaka ,
im trying to discover everything here .
im super duper excited to stay here .
excited to know everything..the peoples' of Malacca,the food,the culture .
EVERYTHING..HERE .
and i hope 1 fine day i will be MALACCAN (org Melaka) .
*okakulupaorgMelakadlmenglishapa*
OH MY ENGLISH!
hahahahahahahaha .
=.=''


Ramadhan .
i hope dis year wud be perfect for me .
may Ramadhan full of blessed as for me and my family .
insyaAllah .
happy fasting people!
and as usual, i miss my late mom whenever Ramadhan's coming .
huhu .
:')


:: doakan aku ngn kwn2 yg laen..may this time wud be much better..insyaAllah..amin  :)

:: dear friends ,
   wherever u are,take gud care of urself and best of luck in whateva u are doing!  :)




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YOU decide .

hye!


19 Julai 2012 .






DO NOT BE PART OF A TEAM IF YOU CANNOT ACT LIKE A TEAM  .


*sigh











:: ohmyenglish!  =.=''

CERMIN .

hye !

18 Julai 2012 .


# xpyh nk sibok sgt nk menilai org laen..cermin diri sendiri dlu !
   msg2 de kelebihan dan kekurangan..yg penting improve diri jd lbey baik .

# klu ak sebut psl bnde -ve je..xpyh la pk sgt yg ak ney terlalu -ve .
   act yg -ve ney la yg kdg2 wat ak jd lbey +ve..i know what im doing..xpyh nk rsau sgt .

# ase mcm jmpe NURZAHIDAH FARAHIYAH yg bru..im happy to see her!
   may Allah bless you  :)

# MENGHARGAI dan BERSYUKUR  :)








:: thank you so much dear beloved friends for everything..and mrdebot jugak..heeeee .
   i love u'olls!   <3

JANJI KITA :)

hye !


12 Julai 2012 .



dear beloved friends ,

semoga perjalanan hidup kamu sentiasa m'dpt berkat dariNya .
semoga persahabatan yg dibina ini menjadi milik kita..dunia akhirat .
pergilah sahabat. .
pergilah kamu mengejar impian dan cita-cita kamu .
pergilah kamu mencari ilmu Allah yg luas ini .
pergilah...dgn harapan kamu pulang membawa sesuatu yg sgt berharga .
pergilah...aku redha dgn ketentuan Allah ini .
jaga diri kamu sahabat .
aku sayang kamu semua .
rinduku pada kamu akan kupanjatkan bersama doaku untukmu .
insyaAllah..aminn  :')




:: bertemu dan berpisah kerana Allah..ingat janji kita  <3





"  TAKE YOUR TIME..DON'T LIVE TOO FAST .
             TROUBLES COME..BUT THEY WILL PASS . "
                                                    (Fairul Naim, 2012)



>> thanks naim for the awesome words!  :)

:'(

hye !

10 Julai 2012 .




Ya Allah ,
im rily tired of finding a cure for it .
huhu .
siyesly,im almost give up for this .
im scared .
i have done everything for it .
yet still,it is still like that .
sobs sobs .



# aku betul2 buntu ble memikirkan ttg hal ney .
   tunjukkan ak jln..Ya Allah  :'(







<perlukeakuterusterang?>

5 TAHUN .

hye !


5 Julai 2012 .



5 TAHUN .
Genap 5 tahun arwah mak pergi meninggalkan kami..seolah-olah 5 tahun itu seperti bru je smlm berlaku..segalanya masih segar dlm ingatan . .


yg pergi tetap pergi..yg masih hidup perlu teruskan kehidupan .
aku akui ,
pemergian arwah mak sedikit sebanyak telah mengubah hidup aku .
begitu juga dgn kak jia dan hamka .


tp yg pasti ,
kenangan dan memori pahit manis bersama arwah mak pasti xkan kami lupakan smpy ble2 .
kdg2 ,
ble kenangan itu diungkit kembali,kami 3 beradik seolah-olah merasakan mak berada dgn kami..gelak tawa bersama kami saat mengenangkan kembali memori itu .


Allah lbey sygkan arwah . .
aku redha arwah mak pergi drpd melihat arwah menanggung kesakitan .
muka bersih jenazah arwah mak saat dimandikan dan dikafankan,masih segar dlm ingatan aku .
Alhamdulillah . .
segalanya sudah selesai..dan yg penting,sentiasa mendoakan agar arwah mak tenang di 'sana' .
insyaAllah..amin .


mak ,
Yah rindu sgt2 dgn mak . .
Yah rindu nk salam,cium tgn mak . .
Yah rindu nk peluk cium mak walaupun hakikatnya diri ini sgt rapuh utk berbuat demikian .
air mata ini pasti mengalir laju sekiranya Yah dlm pelukan mak .
Yah rindu saat kena marah dgn mak . .
Yah rindu saat gembira,suka duka kita bersama . .


Ya Allah ,
thank you so much for giving me such a great mother .
thank you for lending me a mother even it was just a temporary .
her love to our family will never fade away . .
i have done my part for being such a good daughter to her .
i have done my part to make her happy during her lifetime .
i have done everything for her .
and now, she was gone .
i will just keep praying the best for her .
plis keep her in Jannah..forever .


:')


to all my friends who read dis post ,
promise me that you will take care of your mom as they are still alive .
dun hurt them even sometimes you'll get hurt back .
appreciate every single moments when you're with them .
always make them happy and smile .
enjoy the happiness .
insyaAllah..may Allah always be with us .
aminn .


<3




# Al-fatihah ..

SEKEPING HATI .

hye!

3 Julai 2012 .





" ORG YG SENTIASA BERBESAR HATI DAN BERLAPANG DADA TIDAK MAMPU UNTUK BERKECIL HATI KERANA JIWANYA TERLALU BESAR UNTUK DITEWASKAN . "




:: wahai sahabat ,
 kata-katamu sungguh indah..stiap perkataan yg keluar dr mulutmu punya makna yg tersendiri..bukan omong kosong..bukan sekadar ucapan..tp penuh pengertian . .
semoga kamu dilimpahi rahmat yg besar dariNya...amin  :)









<persediaanawal>

CINTA ABADI .

hye ! 

2 Julai 2012 .



Ku menatap dalam gelap ,
tiada yg bisa kulihat ,
selain hanya namaMu ,
Ya Allah . .


Esok ataukah nanti ,
ampuni semua salahku ,
lindungi aku dari segala fitnah . .


Kau tempatku meminta ,
Kau beriku bahagia ,
jadikan aku selamanya ,
hambaMu yg selalu bertaubat . .


Ampuniku Ya Allah ,
yg sering melupakanMu ,
saat Kau limpahkan kurniaMu ,
dalam sunyinya kubersujud . .



:: AFGHAN - PadaMu kubersujud  . .


:')



>>  lagu ney slalu kua kat drama2 tv..siyesly lagu ney sgt bermakna..hayatilah . .






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