7 HARI .

hye !


14 Oktober 2012 .



kwn2 ,
ak hampir kalah .
kalah dgn diri sendiri .


ak sgt buntu .
buntu mencari identiti diri .


ak perlukan keyakinan .
keyakinan yg tak dijual di mana2 .
keyakinan yg lahir dlm diri .


ak mencari penamat .
i need miracle to end this .


missaabubakar ,
the race was not enough to recover me .
i didnt give up .
but i just need time .
but somehow i dont know even time can show me the way .
im getting stressed when the situation forced me to do this and that .
oh no !
feel like wanna shout out loud over the world !
-.-


no more crying .
no more tears .
its just that im stressed up !
people keep talking about the same thing .
and i know i have to ignore whatever they are saying .
but im not that strong .
even my heart cannot convinced me .
damn .


the thing now is ,
i have to tell them the truth .
let them know .
then beban kat atas bahu ney akan kurang .
doa mereka kekuatan aku .
ak xbley berdiri seorang .
ak perlukan mereka .


bapak ,
bpk kekuatan yah .
segalanya bg yah .
ape yg yah buat, yah harap dpt memberi sesuatu yg terbaik utk bpk .
yah hrp dpt kongsi segala pahit manis dgn bpk selagi hayat dikandung badan .
tp yah xbley buat semua ney tanpa berkat daripada Allah .
restu bpk dan Allah sgt2 penting utk yah .
semoga Allah sentiasa bg petunjukNya utk yah .
bless me, dear Allah .
huhu   :')




:: to those who read this, ak minta maaf klu xsempat update ppe psl korg .
   korg jge diri baik2..ak syg korg selalu !   :)